MILLENNIUM

"I... Care...?"
by Tim Flanders (lathus@hotmail.com)

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All kinds of lost souls crawling between earth and heaven.

Why is it that I don't think I care?
I should care,
I want to care,
But I don't . . .
I just don't care anymore.

I know I cared once . . . before
But I don't know "before" what? . . .
Caring seems so useless now,
Why bother?
Everybody loses in the end,
Failure is guaranteed,
Trying is worthless.
Loss is total and irreparable,
In the end, . . . everyone loses.
In the long-run, we are all dead.
There is just no point to it anymore.

Why bother?
Who cares?
Who will care?
The time is near,
The time is now.
This is who we are.
It all seems so pointless . . .
Why do i feel this way?
I want to know,
I want to care again,
I want to believe.